The TV program was over. Jake looked over at her and studied her for a
moment, as if he was about to say something.
Monique gave him a smile.
“Why are you
being nice to me?” There: he’d said
it. Better to know the truth and get it
over with. He braced himself for the
answer.
“Oh Jake, the
most wonderful thing has happened to me.”
“Are you in love
with someone else, Monique? Are you
having an affair?” Jake couldn’t help
himself. He had to know.
Monique’s mouth
flew open and her eyes registered shocked surprise. Now he felt ashamed he’d even asked the
question.
“No way,
Jake! She reached over and put a hand on
his arm.
He pulled away.
“I’m not in love with anyone else and I’m not having an affair! Why would you think that?” Monique's lips began to tremble.
He pulled away.
“I’m not in love with anyone else and I’m not having an affair! Why would you think that?” Monique's lips began to tremble.
Jake stood up and
got another beer from the fridge.
* * *
Monique’s eyes
filled with tears. “The most wonderful
thing I’m talking about is what happened to me about a month ago here in the
living room.
“I feel so afraid
and alone when you’re drunk or high, Jake. Four weeks ago I was feeling like that when
you came home drunk and high and yelled at Gib.
I was desperate for help, and didn’t know what to do. That night I remembered my grandmother saying
that a home without the foundation of Jesus is like living in a house of cards.
I asked God to help me. Then I thought of my Bible I used to read in
High School, and I found it in the basement in a box from our last move. When I opened my Bible, a letter fell
out. Would you like to read it?”
When Jake didn’t
say “yes” or “no”, she opened the TV cabinet door, got her Bible, found the
letter and handed it to him. Monique
waited in silence as he read. She prayed
silently. What should I say to him, Jesus? Help me to say it in the right
way. Help me to speak the truth in
love. Please work in his heart to accept
Your truth, too.
As he finished
the letter, Jake kept his head lowered.
When he looked up, there were tears in his eyes. “If this is really true, why didn’t someone
tell me about Jesus sooner? I didn’t
know He paid for all my sins. The foster
parents I had told me to ‘do this, don’t do that, because the Bible says so’,
but nobody ever told me Jesus loved me or paid for my sins. I could never be good enough to please my
foster parents. Seemed they were always
upset with me.”
Monique asked, “May I show you
the Scripture I read when I asked Jesus to save me from my sins?”
Jake looked at
her as she turned to Romans 10:9-10 and read it aloud. Would you like to pray to receive Jesus for
yourself?” Monique held her breath. Surely the Holy Spirit was at work in her husband.
“Yes, I would,
Monique; yes I would.”
In a broken voice, Jake
began to speak to God in a child-like way.
“God, I’ve made a mess of my life; please clean me up and give me a new
life. I surrender my life to You and say You are my Lord too, like
Monique here. Help me be a good husband
and forgive all my sins. I didn’t know
you paid for all my sins. I thought I
had to be good so You’d love me. Thank
You for paying for all my sins.”
In her own heart, Monique was praising and thanking God. Rachel taught her that Scripture says God's kind of love never fails. This had to be the secret of winning a spouse over to the Lord, just like that fellow Peter in the Bible said. I can't wait to tell Rachel!
As they stood to
their feet, a new husband and a new wife embraced each other. They had exchanged their house of
cards for the new beginnings of a house built on the Rock,
Christ Jesus.
~ ~ ~
Copyright © 2012 Elaine Beachy
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